Drawing, I did a drawing recently of my persona Mew. I saw a movie with a drawn character and I became inspired enough to sit and draw for once.

Hearing my uncle and cousin bicker after he kept making a duck noise that annoyed her. The father, daughter thing they have is a riot.

I’m the same when it comes to dark jokes like that. There are certain things I will never joke about and I don’t want to hear jokes about. I grew up hearing my grandma saying that a lot and now, I’ve already lost one of my relatives to that. So, I just don’t want hear about it at all.

I love that I get to be creative and do artistic things for a living. But, I hate that I have to do art for stuff I don’t care about.

I imagine I’m talking to someone else so I use ‘you’ mainly

I have full on conversations with myself. To the point where I simulate talking with two people. I don’t have any multiple personalities or any mental illness (as far as I know), I just use it as a way to think about what I need to think about.

Gojo Wakana from my dress up darling and Komi Shouko from Komi can’t communicate. It’s best if I’m just left alone

There’s a soecific air freshener that my parents use at their house. They only use it during winter mainly so everytime I smell that, paired with the warm lighting of their lamps, and the quietness of the snow outside. It always gives me a sense of calm that I can’t explain.

I had time to work on another song! Originally, I started this song to use it in a bigger project that I’m working on but it slowly evolved into its own thing. So, technically it’s not finished but it’s finished enough

To answer your question https://youtu.be/WmEQ_cj17rI

I’ve been ‘burned out’ for a long time now

I’ve always enjoyed the process. But it wasn’t really natural in my case. The only reason why I got to the point I am at today is because of envy in a way. Everytime I would see a beautiful painting or picture someone made, I would want to elicit that same feeling through my own art. So, that’s what I would try to do. And, when a picture turns out well, I’m happy.

So, in a way, I forced myself to enjoy the process.

It’ll be nice to do that. But, it’s only temporary. It’d be cool to run away forever, or even just for a month. Life has been sucky

Never, I’m trapped in my job and life. Everytime I get the opportunity to do something I want, something always takes it away from me. Whether it’s work, money, or life in general. I want to run away and experience life, experience the world, but I can’t.

I Love You - Billie Eilish. I mainly listen to edm and heavy metal, but sometimes I just wanna chill out and I’m a sucker for a good romance

I’m just proud to know this. くそ。I feel so smart

While I was traveling with my mom, she was telling me about my uncle who is well off. Like we’re talking 10s of thousands of dollars. I always thought he was average like we are and very down to earth.

But, I then heard that having hundreds of dollars in his wallet at all times “isn’t enough” and that he is charging his own son to buy 1 of the 3 boats he has. Yeah, that completely changed how I saw my uncle.

I saw a rabbit while walking to the store

I just want people to live comfortably and happy. Life is for living, no worrying about where your gonna get your next meal.

Paying for our basic needs to stay alive and countries.

Don’t wanna starve? Gotta pay. Wanna stay hydrated? Gotta pay. Wanna stay out of the cold and sleep soundly? Gotta pay. I mean, it’s not like food doesn’t just grow on trees. It’s not like water falls from the sky. It’s not like a basic home wasn’t being sold be sears in bulk.

And another thing. Countries, properties, states, provinces, etc. People draw an imaginary line that we can’t see and everything in that line is there’s that no one can touch or use. “No! This piece of dirt is mine! I will charge you if you take one speck of my dirt!”

Absolutely insane.