I honestly hate myself for still feeling this way at 23. Whenever I’m out, I always feel like the ugliest girl in the room, and it literally makes me feel completely worthless. It sucks watching how nicely everyone treats beautiful women. Nobody ever says anything mean to them. Guys are always looking out for them, and other girls always have their back. They get this pass in life that I’ve never had. No one has ever helped or protected me except my parents.I’ve learned to just rely on myself, because my parents won’t be around forever and nobody else gives a damn about me. Maybe this is how it should be.
I’m sorry you’re going through that and that I have no real advice to offer but here is something worth considering:
What would you do if your best friend was talking that way about themselves? What if it was a stranger saying your friend was the ugliest girl in the room.
Please, if nothing else, be nicer to yourself.