The horrors persist.
But SO DO I!
My life is falling apart. I can’t find full time work that will cover my mortgage. I am in a panic every minute of every day.
I can’t complain. Overall I’m pretty happy.
Hopefully everything is going well for you too.
Second degree burned due to pooring boiling water over my fingers. And i am, stuborn as i am, climbing out of a situation with my now fiance , caused by my all so lovely family that defenetly does not try to sabotage my life at every opportunity :)
7/10. Nice weather but stuck at work. Making slow but steady progress towards my life goals.
So far. Meh. I broke down a couple days ago but have recovered over the weekend. Today I feel alright, tired all to hell and have to work but meh. Good news is I’m expecting to get paid from my freelancing job this week. Enough to buy myself the laptop I want so I’ve got that going, which is nice.
Meh.
Calling in sick to work today. Massive diarrhea. No joke. I woke up at 6 with the smelliest gas I’ve ever had followed by the longest bout on the toilet.
My friend was over with his kid on Sunday. She threw up and they left. He said they all got sick. I think this is whatever that was.
Maybe I’ll lose a bit of weight. BRAT diet here I come
Life is rough… emotionally all over the place… existential crisis, identity crisis, depression, childhood trauma… can’t even sleep at night…
Anyways: Just found a cool song, immediately became my favorite… at least until I find a better one: Kelly Clarkson - People Like Us
Lyrics are great, the MV makes it even cooler. I feel so hopeful listening to it. It’s an anthem. My anthem. Our anthem.







