Sometimes the mix of not getting enough sleep and a bit of coffeine makes me extremely energetic, and not anxious for some reason, lol. It’s like I no longer have some kind of blockade in my brain.

But in the long run… well… it’s not good.

A colleague of mine had a habit of dousing espressos upon having anxiety episodes. Naturally, she ended up having a cardiac episode (not an attack but something similar) a couple of years later and now she doesn’t like any form of coffee

Calm down, Tweak. Here, have some coffee.

I’m in this image and I don’t like it.

That’s one and a half cups of espresso. Insane amounts of caffeine, borderline lethal.