Every time I think of a memory, I’m like “Holy Shit… that was once ‘the present’”. What the hell?

  • Windex007@lemmy.world
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    9 days ago

    I had west Nile virus and it got into my brain and it was a mess.

    Anyhow, during that years long Rollercoaster of a recovery, there was a period of apparently a week where I don’t remember at all.

    Like, woke up in a hospital I’d never seen before. Wandered out to have strangers greet me as if they knew me… had to literally ask the question “where am I? How long have I been here?”

    Anyways, the experience made it difficult to escape considering questions similar to yours. Who was that guy who was apparently walking around doing stuff and talking to people that week in MY body?

    Short answer: always me. People have such little understanding of how at the mercy of chemicals and electrical impulses they are. You’re you when it’s all working, you’re still you when it’s not. Trying to tie something as foundational as identity to something as ephemeral as memory isn’t a good idea, unless you want identity to be something that changes second to second.